Lost one Gain many...

Just on my way back...in a bus...I was thinking..
I am indeed blessed...
somehow I feel like someone in the bible...who first seems to lose the most precious...but becuz of his faith..God blessed him later on with more than before..

Me...lost someone really precious..but realised that I have lots more precious people around me right now....my family....my buddies..my church mates....my friends...
Like the book I Kissed Dating Goodbye says..
many times..loving that someone special with all our heart and concentration...cuts us off from our interaction with people around us..
and many of the time when we lost this someone whom we thot was special...we discover that we have lost all those people who used to be closed to us too..cuz we neglected them...and never keep in touch with them..

I am blessed..to still have all of them with me...tho I cannot have the man I loved.

Not only that...I realised that my relationship with family and churchmates and friends and my buddy grew closer too...Plus God gave me two more new friends who are really kind and caring towards me...

I am so touched that all these people still stand by me..and love me as ever...thanks everyone...

Recently...I start interacting with Ben, a friend/churchmate of mine who has being attending our church for quite a long time but its kind of like on and off due to his work...I dun really see him every sunday..unless he dun work on that sunday.
As he has just switched his job...which allows him to attend church more frequently..we started to talk..

Ben is actually such a nice guy...and always sooo kind, polite, friendly and caring..
but kind of not used to his sincere friendly caring,cuz Ben dun just talk but he actions..

Like for instant, I send him sms about something not going well for me..he will start to worry and call me immediately..which actually gave me a shock..cuz none of my friends does that...so...I kind of feel tho comforted but also awkward..thus can't help laughing when I hear his voice over the phone...but it also somehow make me seen like a weak person lei.. I told him..dun need to worry la..I am fine..just need to find someone to shu ku..to do my grumbling..and he is just the victim lor..and he just laugh..hahaha..say its okie..and called me to let me grumble to him...oh boy..so funny right...hahaha (but actually very touch la..what a sincere friend.)

well..that helps..at least he managed to make me laugh...and forget about my problems... Its really a blessing to know such a nice friend.

Thank you Ben. Thanks for the songs too.

Thank God for such a nice wonderful Brother in Christ.

Isn't it wonderful that God always place angels around us...be it the real angels or the angelic friends/people.

Not forgetting my bestfriend joyce..muck thank you so much for being my best friend...tho you call yourself half devil..but seriously I dun like it..Angel doesnt associate with Devil...I still prefer you to be either Miss Donald or Miss Q.....hahaha..(Uh hmm...NO la...Joyce and I are straight okie.. its just our normal playful way of expression..thats all..we only love and interested in Men..dun worry..

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