In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.
- Proverbs 16:9



Thursday, October 25, 2007

Juggler


Flipping thru my previous private blog which only my close friends can access..looking for my childhood pics..thinking that I wanna share with u guys here..
couldnt find any.. :(

As I run thru the entire entries for my previous blog...lots of nice memories flash back...esp about how I know him .. and those nice things I wrote about him..those nice times we spent together...

Suddenly it seems like he is a total diff person and a stranger to me..

I might be meeting him for a split sec tomorrow to collect somethings from him..tho he most likely will be in the cab and pass me the thing..but still I kinda feel weird...not knowing how to face him..with what kind of feelings I should have facing him once again..now in a different heart different mind set. Things changed so drastically.. over these period of time which I hardly know how to deal with it..

I am like a junior jugglers...practicing hard to juggle all these stuff at the same time...trying to strike a balance...feeling...excited...worried...strange...alien....upset...happy...juggling with all kinds of emotions..at the same time...

Tomorrow is the 2nd and the last session of my Dream Weaver 8 (web designing course).
Praise the Lord..pray that all will go well..and I can start designing my own blog first...and can't wait to start my Flash 8 course next week..another web site design course..more interesting and complicated one...and after next week...I can be called the web designer too..really happy...

nite nite..

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.......................MORE ABOUT ME................................

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I'm mostly Rachel
You are a dreamer, have a really good heart and are a lot smarter than people think you are! Being one of the most attractive people in your social circle makes you very popular with the opposite sex and you have no problem getting dates. You may have been spoiled as a rich kid, but the real world has taught you independence and responsibility. Plus you have an amazing sense of style and you are cool and sexy; but that doesn’t mean you don’t know how to appreciate what’s truly important in life-because you do.
I also have some Ross in me
You're the smartest person in your social circle, and have big goals in life. You may have a little trouble getting dates with attractive members of the opposite sex, but you are very passionate about your partner. You often feel insecure in a relationship and most of your relations end awkwardly. Some people may think you are a little dull and too practical, but you are just being a responsible and mature person. When you feel like it, you can certainly take the stick out of your butt and have a great time.