Sketches of Life: Reflecting back

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Reflecting back

As I was having my facial just now..
Listening to a lady in the next room's conversation with the beautician, a thot came to me..
This lady is only 23 years old. She is a Caucasian. Married a Chinese family. Having 2-3 kids. Seems like a happy and blessed woman I think..

I was wondering that..imagining me getting married into a foreign country like her.. as long as I have a loving husband like her who loves me...I guess at that time when I looked back at my present state now in relationship...I would probably laugh it off..and think that I am very silly to dwell myself into this for so long.
Something which doesn't even worth of me to be so sad about for so long..esp when things just didn't worked out the way I hope or I planned too.

Someone made a presumption and suggest that I should look deeper into this..and learn the Good Lesson and appreciate this world, my friends and family..
I only agreed 1/4 of it because I am in fact working very hard focusing now on my career, further study, family and friends..and have always treasure and appreciate all these..for those who knows me well...(He probably doesn't read my blog I guess..)

Some times, people who you think knows you well..suddenly made such an assumption or sentence.. its kind of disappointing. I made that same mistake too! I am sorry. That's why I always emphasize that communication is important. We used to share about everything.

Well..time will tells..No need for debate.
However I agreed that God has the best plan for us.

This guy is probably NOT the Best for me..the Best has yet to come..esp after so much has happened..it makes me even sure of this and no longer have feelings for him.

I am very thankful that now I see a clearer pic, knowing that this just isn't the right man to commit myself to. Some times when we set ourselves too deep into something..we became blind and deaf to hints and facts..God who love us will give us only the BEST! Same thing, I am not the Best for him as well.

Me & him..will still be friends..like what I told my best friend last nite when she asked me this question. Friends are hard to find esp one who encourages you to be a better person.

I am giving him my blessing for his future as well. May the Lord be with you in everything you do.

One last thing to say before I bring this story btw us to a closure,
I appreciate & am thankful for the good times we had together, for things he has done for me, and always there for me.I learned valuable lessons & had become a healthier and better person.

Thank You ______ very much!

After all, only good sketches & concepts will be further develope into the final product/pic.

...The End...

Life is full of sketches & stories..
Each day is fresh page of sketches & stories, dun you agree?
Cheers Everyone!

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.