Sketches of Life: Shot by laser

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Shot by laser

Ever a time when you feel like being shot or blast by a laser beam?
I just did..
As I was on my way to work this morning..
I met an old classmate of mine from my Sec School..

We haven't met like for 15 years..since we graduate..
She looks almost the same..just probably kind of mature..
She was staring at me with her killer look as if her laser beam is gonna kill me or burn me up "phizzz..." I felt threaten..thus...I decided to pretend not to acknowledge her and just walk pass her..
esp looking at her..bad school days memories came back to me..as those were the times when one is not mature enough and often did or say things which causes deep hurt to one's pride or self esteem.

Back then I was often being teased for not having well developed figures like my classmates, no small waist and big boobs to be proud of..I guess as a growing young woman..I felt humiliated and this has somehow affected my self esteem/confidence even tho how fine I have grown into right now.It has left a scar in me..thus I must admit I am very sensitive if anyone is to mention anything negative about my body even if they were just kidding.

Seeing her..reminds me of those humiliation I had..thus didn't wanna acknowledge her. I guess that's one of the reason why I keep wanting to improve myself in all aspect so as to prove those people wrong.

Words can heal and words can kill too..
So be kind and positive with the words from your mouth..like the bible says..words are like sword..be watchful of our tongue.

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.