Sketches of Life: Back to my original lover

Monday, November 26, 2007

Back to my original lover

Finally, I decided to head back to my original Lover which is God, Lord Jesus Christ, after battling with loving or not the man whom I thot could be my life partner which eventually God told me he isn't what God has planned for me.
I was indeed really sad..
pulling myself thru the nite..asking God..why why why..
after putting in so much effort..to make this work..but...result: Flunk!

Listening to christian songs and reading the bible..
recalling what my sister ask me.. "Did you hear God's voice when you pray? Or u r just too concentrating to pour out all you want to God and not listening.."

Seriously..I haven't being reading the bible everyday which I should tho I did devotion on and off..not consistent..
I guess I place him more important than God subconciously...
That's probably what God wants me to realise...

Now I repent..
Decided that there is no lover as good as God.
As my morning poem prayer describe..
Worldly love has a price to pay..most of the time it brings uncertainty..and hurts..
But God's love doesn't.
Its a relieve to see the sunshine in the morning..
finally the dark scary nite has passed..
Darkness often gathers lots of emotions and thots esp negative thots and make one feel like the end of the world..

I felt relieve and thankful this morning to see the sun and God's beautiful creation.
Seeing God's love for me..
The sunlight he created chased all the darkness and negative thots away.
Thank You Jesus.

I made up my mind to start off each day from tomorrow onwards with prayer..and time alone with God. Motivated by my sister who wakes up 5am in the morning to go to Mass in catholic church to spend time quietly with God.
I just found out that St. Andrew Cathedral opens daily at 7am for people to go in to quiet themselve to pray and spend quiet time with God.
Will try out some day.
abit scare cuz never enters that place before..

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.