Sketches of Life: Happy thots

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Happy thots

Today the man I love very much sms me telling me that he hope I am having happy thots now that the weekend is here..and take care..

I replied him with a smile..I told him...weekends or not makes no difference to me cuz I love my job...and jokingly I told him well if he recommend me more customers I will be happy..hee..

Some might be thinking...why does this man say this to Angeline...isn't she happy? Well..in the actual fact I have not been really happy...I have been pretty troubled or feeling kind of down recently...Thus I wrote to him...telling him pouring all my complains in life to him as usual...

Before I came into my blog.. I must confess I read something and immediately my negative thots comes in..I thot..what will I do without him...if one day this man really leaves me for another woman..for ur info he is not my bf neither am I his gf..what will I do..can i still survive? Can I survive the pain...again..
My heart was broken years ago when I broke up with my fiancee or should I say my husband to-be and thereafter even tho we broke off for quite a while...I was still very heart broken hearing him having a girlfriend and getting marry and now..has become a father..I am really afraid of bumping into him on the road..cuz we broke off in the mist of discussion for our wedding..

Many time this special man whom I love very much reminded me again...giving me encouragement to have positive thots and have faith and confidence..many times my old self comes in...

This clip I placed here is really good..it reminded me again...when we are down..thinking its the end of the world..I can't survive this time...I can't stand up again...Our Heavenly Father Jesus Christ, reminded us thru His little creation again..that God will give us strength to do so...nothing is impossible..even little "weak" plant can grow out in tough environment on the Hard wall...what else cannot be possible...am I even weaker than the plant...if God love the little plant so..How much more will He love His chosen one, His children..me/us...

This clip helps me..I hope it helps u too...
God bless...
let us continue to strengthen and encourage each other to be strong and grow together..Nothing is impossible with God. Amen.

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.