Sketches of Life: Why does the heart feels cold?

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Why does the heart feels cold?

Why does the heart feels cold?
Many times there are many things you thot you know..
which at the end ..only to realise there are many things you dunno.

Human hearts are so difficult to read..
I used to think I can read people's heart...
but now I realised...I can no longer read people's heart esp the one I love very much.
What is real what is false?
There doesn't seems to have an answer to this doubt in my heart.
Which is the true him? I thot I knew him but only realised he might not be that easy after all.

Humans are so complex. Hard to understand..
Why can't each of us open our hearts like I do?
Why are there so many unknows?
I no longer trust any man anymore.
Getting tired and exhausted ...
The heart which once feel that warm became chill and cold...

What's the use of saying sorry or drawing a line after things happen? It doesn't help anymore. I hate this kind of feeling now which I am getting...Why suddenly something priceless loses it value overnight, like stocks in the market.
This is human hearts. Easy to change.
Like mine..
At times I feel really good...
At times I feel lousy..

At times I feel the warm passion..
And now I feel nothing but coldness..
Could it be that Valentines is on its way again?
I say I am not bothered..
But I guess I am..
Cuz I wish to have someone special this year but on the other hand..I dun wish to get hurt anymore.
Decided to take off that day...
Buy new korean shows to watch at home..
in such ways..I will never get hurt or feel uncomfortable with lovers/couples moving around with flowers in their hands..or seeing them holding hands..

Human..

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.