Sketches of Life: Moments of Happiness

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Moments of Happiness

Today, I got to steal that little moments of happiness from my elder brother and his wife and my mum...

Why?

As we were having dinner at a chinese restaurant today near my workplace - before my youngest brother goes to serve his N.S this fri...
I got to carry little Princess, my niece for awhile...

I feel like a mum..carrying her in my arm...feeding her milk from her milk bottle of cuz...and then petting her to sleep...
That moment..little flash back of how I baby sit my godson Eugene when I was in Auz Melbourne..Those were such wonderful time..

Carrying my baby niece in my arms make me feel so blessed and filled with joy. At that moment time seems to freeze....I was praying that one day I can have my own children...if my future husband can afford, I wanna have lots and lots of children...as I love children alot..not just to play with them...
for those who has seen me baby-sit and teach...will have to agree I can make a good mum..

Not sure if you know or hear me mentioned..(of cuz my bestfriend and buddies knows)..
My dream is to become a full-time housewife..
Having a good husband who loves me...and of cuz whom I love..
to take good care of my hubby...and my children.
Providing my family a warm and cozy home...

In fact, Billy was the first man who asked me what my dream was and asked me to pursue my dreams instead of laughing at me like many did.
Many were surprised by a trendy and artistic looking girl like me...looking so modern outside can have such a traditional thots...yup..
that's me...

For once,I thot I found him or in fact he found me..
since he was the one to approach me, wanting to know me..(he has long forgotten that he was the 1st to click that button. But woman remember such things very clearly. Every single details..esp for the man we love.)

but...it took me a BIG ROUND only to realise that I was wrong...

Sometimes things just ain't the way it seems to be...(certain things cannot be explain or work out with formulas like 1 + 1 = 2)
Frankly speaking I was disappointed and hurt...but.....well...everything is in the hands of God.
I know eventually this man of my life will come...and I believe he will be indeed blessed for having me..the true treasure who has not being discovered and appreciated by those who were given the chance to..One day..these men will regret..For I will make a perfect wife and definitely a perfect mother..hahaha..

Wow..oops...I am sorry...I over-did it huh...too proud sorry...
just that I have confidence in this area..its just a matter of whether or not I am given that chance to..and whether or not I wanna do it..and to whom I am doing it for..

People are gifted in different area...I know this area is where my gifts are..In other things I might not be as good as others..but this area...esp handling babies and children..I AM THAT CONFIDENCE.

The day will come..one day I believe..
if not..it will really be a waste.......
Frankly speaking..after so much failure....
I started to doubt if this day will ever come...
as I always tell Joyce...I will probably not even get to marry and have my very own children..tho in my heart..its my greatest wish to..

Well..no choice..this is not in my hand..
I did what I can do ..

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.