Sketches of Life: Sick Sick Sick

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sick Sick Sick

The past one week is my worst week...
fighting with insomia and fever cum sorethroat..
many times Ifeel as if I am going to die..

That awful feeling ...pain..cold..feverish feeling really kills me...
worst of all is insomia...
Even taking sleeping pills and medication didn't help much..

After seeing doctor on wed..fever came on wed nite...
take panadol...fever then subside..

After resting another day on thursday..drag myself to work on fri..
But its the toughest day...
my nose runs non-stop..
head really hurt..
couldn't even do simple task...and couldn't go home to rest cuz sup was off that day.

Sat, couldn't take it anymore..the medication from Wed didn't seems to work..
went to see the same doctor again.
She said I had fever 38 degrees..and gave me stronger medication this time..

Wah..spend hundred plus just seeing her two times in this week...
But thankfully..
this time I think the medication work...
I felt at least much better..
fever seems to gone down...
feeling much better tho haven't totally recover..

Well...but still I am thankful..at least I didn't faint somewhere..

Just two weeks ago..two of my hard-working church sisters..both younger than me..
one fainted in the train..another in her grandparents house...

Many still seems to ask me the same question..why you always sick..
this hurts me again..
Do you think I know how come I feel sick again?
And I dun always sick ok..
People just seems to remember the times when I am sick..
of 365days at least 340days I am well..for goodness sake.

Next time be nice at least to give good regards instead of asking why are u sick again..this will at least give the sick some comfort..which most people who are sick needed..this is true concern.
Thank U.

Angeline
p.s. Its never good to be sick..or feel sick..and no partner to take care of you, its even worst when you are sick and people throw you words like why are you sick again or why are you always sick. You know whenever I am sick, I longed so much that to have a man I love and who truly love me to take good care of me. But well.. at least I still have my family tho..they are no always there for me..but they do show me concern.

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Final Destination of Everyone

Money often deceive us, leading us to forget we will die some day. Poor people will die, Rich people will also die.
In the bible, it says to the Rich, today your life will be taken from you, what will happen to the riches you have stored up for yourself.
So be Wise- store up for yourself treasures in heaven which never rot as it has eternal value.
Our stay in this world is but only max. hundred over years..
but compare to life in eternity after death, what seems long here is but only a grain in heaven.

My Zodiac

Angeline's Zodiac Sign - TAURUS

9 may Taureans never slap or sting. Rather, they creep up on you, affect you deeply and leave their indelible impression on your soul. Think of Taurus as a long sensual kiss. A huge tender bear hug. Or an eiderdown on a cold alpine night. Taureans are warm (but sometimes stodgy) customers.

Many Taureans work with their hands. Even if a Taurus is a computer expert and seems more cerebral than manual, nine times out of ten there is a hidden craft or hobby lurking behind the scenes. Taureans enjoy forging beautiful things from natural materials. In fact, they are attracted to all sorts of beauty. Music thrills them. Flowers enchant them. The countryside seduces them. And art is their natural habitat.

Taureans are forever building their own workshops and renovating barns and old churches. They are not only home-loving, they like to get their hands into the cement and slather on the plaster, if only for the tangible joy of playing in the mud.

Taureans do not take kindly to sudden change. They like to be wherever they are supposed to be when it is time to be there. Taureans readily adjust to routine and for that reason make fabulous employees. Precipitous and unexpected events requiring flexibility and resilience may cause Taureans to dig in their hooves and refuse to budge. Bulls are obstinate and determined to hold their ground. It is wiser not to try to talk Taurus out of a sulk. Just let him paw the earth and snort and seethe on his own. Take a tranquilizer and a walk. Soon, when the inevitable becomes blatantly inevitable, Taurus will budge of his own accord, come out of his sulk and go with the flow.

Sensuality belongs to Taurus. Wherever there is pleasure you will find a Taurean plunk in the middle of it all. They love to bask in the "good life." Taureans cannot resist the tug of the opposite sex. When an attractive newcomer arrives on the scene, count on Taurus to see to it that the outsiders have a drink, are made comfortable and have slipped Taurus a telephone number or two.

Taureans are amorous and romantic without being flighty or maudlin. They are tender and don't mind public displays of affection. Love and all of its expressions appeal to the Bull. Taureans can be counted on to stray a bit where sex is concerned, but they never flaunt their infidelities and usually avoid sticky extracurricular entanglements. If you love a Taurus, feed him.