In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.
- Proverbs 16:9



Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Road to recovery

Tonight's class was terrible. As i was just recovering from my one week of unwell:( my brain seems to react so slow that i couldn't catch wat the lectures was talking about. His explaination was so fast that my brain wasn't quick enough to absorb and i totally go blank he ask me to work on the exercise immediately using the formula which he just taught us.

This reminds me of a session of my previous dance class when we were asked to do certain movement alone or in pairs across the room. Its as scary as this. I feel like an idiot not knowing wat to do. Felt so helpless. I must quickly buck up after some proper rest.

You know one thing to mention, our God is very humorous. He often let us realised who are the true friends as time goes by. Did you ever realised that God often seems to pair us up with people who we did not first like, teaching us a lesson that first impression might not be true.

And people who you thought to be people you can trust, at the end turns out to be the other way round:( i guess this only goes to say time will tells. There are many unspoken misunderstanding in life which sometimes doesn't seems to be able to clarify.

But i believe as long as you know you did not do anything wrong, you don't have to explain if you have no way to. Just leave it. The truth will speak for itself. Its just a matter of time. If a friendship and relationship cannot withstand such test, its not worth keeping, cuz there is no basic trust. Ok:) time to sleep. Night.

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You are a dreamer, have a really good heart and are a lot smarter than people think you are! Being one of the most attractive people in your social circle makes you very popular with the opposite sex and you have no problem getting dates. You may have been spoiled as a rich kid, but the real world has taught you independence and responsibility. Plus you have an amazing sense of style and you are cool and sexy; but that doesn’t mean you don’t know how to appreciate what’s truly important in life-because you do.
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