Many thanks!!!!

I realised that there are still visitors to this blog which is my previous blog where I sketches about my life..
Thanks for your support.

However, just to let you know that I have moved on to my new blog, a new page to start sketching about my life again..

You are welcome to read thru my past sketches..and then proceed on to my new sketchbook called "Dance with Sketches".
www.dancewithsketches.blogspot.com

Cheers:)
Have a wonderful life and a wonderful weekend!

Love,
Angeline

As the Deer

One of my favourite Song!
Isn't it nice?
Hee..Ganbatte Jason..my dear brother in Christ!
And once again...congrate for becoming a daddy soon...

Debussy - Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun

Wow, I seems to find myself in a magical world of Music..Bravo Cheryl!!!
So regret that I missed your wonderful performance then...
Thank God that you have got it recorded.
I praise the Lord for the wonderful talent He planted in you!
:)

Finally, day of judgement

Here is a good news which I would like to share with you guys..
Finally, God bring judgment...

Suspected serial molester nabbed
Posted: 14 August 2008 2303 hrs


SINGAPORE : Police have nabbed a 41-year-old man believed to be behind a string of molest cases in the eastern part of Singapore.

It was his latest molest attempt, at a housing estate in Tampines on Wednesday, that led to his arrest.

At about 10.45am, the man had followed his 15-year-old victim into a lift and asked her to help him move the bicycle so that the lift door could shut properly.

It was then that the girl felt his elbow brush against her breast. She later reported the matter to her parents, who went to the police.

Following investigations, police arrested the suspect at about 2.20pm, and are linking him to a rash of similar cases in housing estates in Tampines, Simei and Pasir Ris.

He will be charged on Friday. - CNA/ms

It is well with my soul

May this song comfort you just the way it did for me.

God bless,
Jesus loves you :)

Amazing Grace History/

Wu Wei - Sungha Jung

Another WOW..Performance!!!

Check this out!!!
WOW!!!
Well-Done!!!
Great encouragement for a young chap with great determination!!!
Way to Go George!!!

My new blog page

Hi..In case you guys who has been MIA for a while didn't notice..
I have started another page of sketches since my birthday on 9 May 2008.
Its call Dance with Sketches.
thus you might wanna go either direct to there by typing www.dancewithsketches.blogspot.com or you are always welcome to access thru clicking the link here.

Hope to see you real soon in my new page and continue our sketches of life there.
Cheers,

Angeline

My New Blog

Hello dear...

As mentioned I am gonna start the new page of my blog on this special day, which is today, My Birthday.

A day of Joy and celebration...
A day to share my happiness with everyone I love so dearly...

Do join me in the new blog http://dancewithsketches.blogspot.com/

I will keep this blog as it is..
but will write my new entries in the new blog page...

As the title of the new blog says... DANCE WITH SKETCHES...
after...sketching thru with me..all these while...in Angel's sketchbook..
its time to dance with all the sketches in our life...
So join me in http://dancewithsketches.blogspot.com/

Put on your dancing shoes..and let's dance ;)

"See u there!"

"Happy Birthday to Me!!!!"

Happy Birthday to me..Happy Birthday to me..Happy Birthday to me....Happy Birthday to me...

hee...

Finally my Sweet Birthday is here...
hee...

I just got disconnected 5 mins before my birthday..and was grumbling..oh I am gonna miss all my birthday wishes at 12 midnite...
Then my sister told me dun worry..you will have it..its God's present to you..
and as surely...

The internet managed to work again few mins before 12am..Phew..

Thank God for this wonderful present and the first who gave me the present I wanted and needed most..at this moment..hahaha..

The first who wishes me on the dot (12am) is my new classmate Radhika..so sweet..thank u dear...

I am already filled with sweetness and blessings for this new beginning of my 34th birthday...hahaha..

Many asked me...Wah your birthday..seems like a Big Thing huh...
One of my classmate even ask if its my 21st birthday..hahaha...
I told Sandra the other day...yes to me my Birthday is a BIG THING. Its the celebration for another year of blessings ended and a new beginning of blessings...in a brand new series..
I thank God for all His wonderful blessing throught this year...
Wonderful people..wonderful things...
Lessons to discover more about life and self-value..
The angels He gave me during this entire year..
The buddies I have...
My wonderful family....
My wonderful work........nowsadays......
all His providence that I have no lacking in any area.....

Thank You Father in Heaven :)
Thank you for loving me..that much...!!!

Pray that the Lord will continue to bless me in this entire year...

:)
And most of all...thank God for having you guys here in my blog reading...encouraging...sharing your life with me...
Thanks for all your concern...
For all your concerns..makes me wants to live even better..........and happier...
cuz I know you care...

Thank U guys...

Loving you guys always,
Angeline (with sincere gratefulness).
May the Lord who blessed me...bless u and keep you thru-out your life...as well..

Amen!

John C Maxwell

As I am working on the 25% Promotion for John C. Maxwell, who is a very good author (just do a search on him and read about him), flipping thru books by him..and was captured by his many teachings...

Like to share a few here:

In the Book THINKING FOR A CHANGE -John C Maxwell
1. Everything begins with a thought. "Life consists of what a man is thinking about all day." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

2. What we think determines who we are. Who we are determines what we do. "The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts." - John Locke

3. Our thoughts determines our destiny. Our destiny determines our legacy. " You are today where your thoughts have brought you. You will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you." James Allen

4. People who go to the top think differently than others. "Nothing limits achievements like small thinking; Nothing expands possibilities like unleashed thinking." - William Arthur Ward

5. We can change the way we think. " Whatever things are true..noble..just..pure..lovely...are of good reports, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praisworthy; think on these things." - Paul The Apostle.

"Nurture great thoughts, for you will never go higher than your thoughts." - Benjamin Disraeli.

What one thing do all successful people have in common? What one thing separates those who go to the top from those who never seem to get there? The answer: Good Thinking! Those who embrace good thinking as a lifestyle understand the relationship between their level of thinking and their level of progress. They also realise that to change their lives, they must change their thinking.

"One of the reasons people don't achieve their dreams is that they desire to change their result without changing their thinking."

"An invasion of armies can be resisted, but not an invasion of ideas."- Victor Hugo

"Progress is often just a good idea away."

"A belief is not just an idea that you possess; it is an idea that possesses you."

Got inspired? Visit our store at PathseekersLtd - 17 New Bridge Road (opp clarke quay mrt). While stock lasted.

Road to freedom

Lights off, laptop power off... Lying in bed but couldn't sleep. Something's bothering me. But after asking myself why i felt so miserable keep blaming someone for what has happen. Finally got my answer. The heavy rock labelled PAST with has being tied to my feet weighs me down, holding me back each time i tried to move on. The only way to move on to my new Spring is to be willing to untie this rope which only i can do it. I need to let it go even tho i might feel something great and once secure is missing. That's the only way to pull myself out from that miserable why why why situation and be joyful again to approach the coming spring whenever that may be. From this moment on goodbye to those questions that binds me to that rope. I am letting myself loose to set both him and myself free. Goodbye to my past as i approach my new year of blessing. Thanks Lord for the past. And forgive for my sins. Everything happens for the good of those who love Him and He loves. Bible said christians are not excluded from suffering as we live in a sinful world. We must be careful not to suffer due to our sins but rather suffer for Christ's sake, then great is our reward in heaven. For Christ first suffered for us on that cross out of Love.

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Smell of the New Spring....

Just now as I was on my way back in the bus....Suddenly..I have this special feeling..that something good is gonna happen to me soon....
A smell of the coming Spring...

I was suddenly so looking forward and longing for the arrival of my new Spring.
The freshness brought in by the breeze of the Spring...

As I reached home, after my shower..Daddy came up to me asking if I have anyone special right now...I said nope...Still waiting for the right one to come.

He then proposed to tie a knot between me and someone I knew and admire since young.
Someone who is so near yet so far...
We knew each other since childhood...but never really get a chance to really talk..
probably becuz I am shy infront of this person I admire.

He is a very nice, caring and filiar guy for what I know. Good looking..Good heart..and best of all a christian.

I am excited..but din wanna make it too obvious..haha
just giggle..and told my dad, yes he is a nice guy...but dun make any of us embarrased...let nature take its course...There is nothing parents can do about it.
Ultimately..its us who make the choice.

You know...I used to tell my mum that I wish she could be like the korean mother's helping me to match make..Cuz Mothers have seen many things and know what is good and bad for their children and thus their recommendation is trustworthy.
People in the past married those people who they were match-made..and their marriage life last longer...as compared to present marriage.

Tho I may seems trendy..but..I am very tradition..in marriage value..and believe that Woman's most precious 'thing' should reserve for her husband only.
Like what the bible teaches Marriage is Holy. The bed should be kept holy for marriage. Nowsadays people treat sex like sweets...and do not keep their boundaries.
No doubt there will be time of intimacy when we might be temptated to go overboard..
But let's keep our best for the wedding nite and make it a special one huh?

Haha..so much of 'sex-education' or dos and don't of the Bible...
but just remember..Bible only teaches for the goodwill of we human...who God loves dearly.

Nite everyone...

Not sure if the smell of Spring is for real...but who cares...this week is my birthday week...so I am gonna stay pretty and happy.

cheers :)

KIM CHI SOUP

Ever eaten (Korean) Kim Chi Soup before?
Kim Chi soup is one of my favourite.

Today as I was pondering about something which bothers me...
I got a conclusion....
Hee..what has the conclusion got to do with Kim Chi Soup you must be wondering???

Well..here is my conclusion...

If I would to use something to describe me..esp in a relationship..
I would say...I am like Kim Chi Soup.
Why?
Kim Chi Soup has very bright and loud appearance...just like me...
It taste sweet, sour and spicy at the same time.
I remember one of my ex used to tell me...He love and hate me at the same time..hee..
That's where Kim Chim Soup comes into pic.
Why?
I personally love Kim Chi Soup alot..The bright red colours makes it look very appetitizing..(Red as I often mention: is a colour for Food (other than love & passion). It gives people the urge to eat. So is yellow. But Red has stronger power in that sense. Thus looking around you...you can easily notice that all restaurant and foodcentres uses Red & Yellow if not orange. Just look at Mcdonalds, Burger Kings etc..Look at their logos and interior design and everything relating to it. Well..I study that during my Graphic design diploma. So dun use red in your kitchen if you dun wanna put on extra pounds. Hee..)

Okie back to where I was.
Becuz of the Sweet, Sour and Spicy taste...There are two groups of people..
One who loves it like me..Or One who hates it.
People who has weak stomach or gastric will tends to avoid it.
However, there are people like me..who has weak gastric..yet cannot resist the wonderful taste of it will still eats it wherever my gastric is doing fine on that day.

Some people who took the first sip fell in love with it. Some people after the first sip couldn't withstand the combination and give up eating it.

Noticed that Kim Chi Soup always goes with plain rice?
That's becuz the soup itself has very strong favour.
Only when it goes with plain rice, can one taste the excitement of that unique taste.

With the Kim Chi Soup Character, I can only match and goes well with a plain rice character, meaning one who is patient to discover and brings out the unique taste of the soup. One who will not fight against the taste of the soup.
Likewise, the Kim Chi Soup brings out the simple sweetness in the plain rice, making it more enjoyable to eat the plain rice.

Did you ever notice how Korean eats their Rice?
They will GULP it down..(HUGE MOUTHFUL)..Each time I watch them eat in the Korean series...They made me feel hungry..

GULP:
verb
- to eat or drink food or liquid quickly by swallowing it in large amounts, or to make a swallowing movement because of fear, surprise or excitement:

Do we chinese Gulp our rice? Seldom.

Both me and my ex have Kim Chim Character...thus we were either very loving and sticky to each other or we were fight with each other...loving and hating each other at the same time...hee...

This is just some interesting illustration which I used to relate ourselves to the details of our life. Life is interesting...
We learn lessons from everything and everywhere.
This is just a lesson I learned from Kim Chim Soup.

Now what food will you describe yourself as? Take a min and ponder about it..making your life more interesting...
Food is not just meant to be eaten...
Squeeze some of your creative juice and see what you get out of that.

Oh I missed the Kim Chi Soup in Melbourne Sandra...hahaha...


Now...I feel hungry again...hee...

2 Left Feet....

Ever find yourself in a 2 left feet situation?

The more you are afraid to step on your partner's feet in a dance, the more you tend to step on his/her feet.
The more we worry about the dance movement, the more we would 'ka lang ka bo'...
Its really scary feeling. Not only does it cause anxiety but frustration.

This feeling is like "I must dance properly and get it right this time.." however... the more awareness and pressure you put on yourself..the more likely your 2 left feet will show up!!!

I vented my frustration today...in a 2 left feet situation...
Me being a known-to-be patient person..actually over-reacted.

This kind of frustration reminds me of how bad a driver I was many years back.
Often in the past, when I drove my car into the carpark near my place..I would find myself ended up going up the curb as I try to avoid hitting the other car coming from the other direction at the very narrow turning point.

My worst dream was driving up sharp narrow spirals to go up the carpark...
A little more to the left or right, your car will end up kissing the wall...
Phew....this really causes anxiety and frustration...

In a 2 left feet situation is like-wise.
I was frustrated becuz I really cannot understand why a 'sweet mango can turn sour'.
Mango suppose to be sour in the beginning and sweet when ripe.
How can things which taste so sweet in the beginning will end up being so sour.
This really makes me upset.
I believe communication is the Key. But communication needs time and its a two-way 'thingy'. It can't work when only one side is willing. It takes two hands to clap.

The only thing I can say is, like what Max Weber believe..Individual always interpret the meaning of their own behavior and act according to these interpretations.

(We often reacts to how we interprete certain things we see which most of the time isn't right.)

He believed that Sociology must adopt Verstehen-empathetic understanding the subjects. By putting yourself into another's shoes or situation, then can we gain understanding.

Now Angie here believe that True friendship is like pure gold..its can withstand the test of fire.My bestfriend and I thot we hardly have time for each other nowadays..but our friendship can withstand fire. We know each other so well that most of the time, we know what each other is thinking and how each other will react without even verbal communication.Tho there are times we had our 'angel & half-devil' fight but after that we reconcile, cuz we know and respect our difference. And we stand up for each other even when the whole world doubted us.
This is what Friends are for.

The key to it is TRUST.

Insomia Bug

Remember I wrote in my blog last nite that I am very tired and wanna go to sleep..
Thereafter I off the light..tuck myself in bed...telling myself...I am very tired and I wanna sleep...

However, there came Mr Insomia Bug which keeps me awake the entire nite again till I realised its morning again..
Ring.................goes my alarm.........(7.30am)
Ring...................goes my 2nd alarm............(7.45am)
Ring......................there goes my 3rd alarm..........(8am)
Boy oh Boy..there goes my sleep.............
told myself...okie...just take a little nap....before I pull myself off bed......
A little shut of my eyes............Mr Minute hand ran so fast...Its 8.25am.........Can't sleep anymore...or I will be late and get myself into trouble again....Yes its not easy esp to be under Woman superior...

I told my classmate just now that Woman superior in fact will treat guys better than women...as today's topic is on Gender & Race...
The men disagree but my lady classmate agreed.
I said that from a woman's perspective.
I told the guys you guys might think that lady superior is hard and very difficult to work under....but seriously....lady superior overall still treat guys better than ladies in the same dept...no matter how bad you think she is treating you (man).

When lecturer ask..how many likes to work under a lady boss or superior...No one raise the hand...cuz everyone has bad experience....

I told my classmate...if I am gonna be a boss....I will not treat my staff that way...cuz I don't like to be treated that way. I am confident in that area...based on how I patiently share my knowledge with all those new staff in my present company and my ex-companies. I believe that if you becomes a people person....staff under you will be willing to work even harder for you and try to make things right for you as esp when they know you cares for them and want the best for them.

Even my printers who help me with my printing...know that I am a very nice person or working partner esp if they were to take printing jobs from me after I design certain products.....

I always tell them.....I have confidence in you guys...(giving them the trust and confidence).

& even if things didn't turn out as good as I want...(which I will feel dissapointed).....the most I will make it known to them and tell them the area which they can improve for the next round. Unless its really very bad..then they will have to do something...which they will always do something about it..cuz they won't want to get me into any trouble...

By doing so...people treat you as their friends and they are willing to make sure they will do a better job for you the next time round.

This is something which I learnt from the Bible. Love others as yourself. And do to others what you would want them do unto you. So if I expect others to treat me nice and teach me patiently....tell me patiently...knowing only if people teach me patiently and clearly can I learnt better and faster...likewise...I will do this to others.

I have bad experience (treatment) with my primary school teacher...
I was 'mistreat' by her...and very hurt......
Thus from that experience...I told myself......I will never be a teacher like her. If I were to be a teacher...I will be a patient, caring and loving teacher. Which is what I lived up to since I started teaching......since ten over years ago..be it in Church or Child care. Of cuz there are times I might lost a little control...but..never too much...thus..I am still well-like by all my students..hee.
Cuz they know I truly love them.

Even the 'naughtiest' boy in the school whom I used to give tuition to.......
The parents and school think he is hopeless...........
He actually changed and improved after I gave him tuition....
Tho he only managed to pass his subjects.....but what is more important is......
From a boy who was asked to see his parents everyday by the school....
one who cheat and even change his exam result in school..........
He became a gentle....understanding boy...
I remember..when I decided to stop giving him tuition..back then....he wrote me a note which even tho it was many years back.....I can remember roughly. It touches my heart sooo sooo much.

He wrote in that paper (I think I mentioned in my blog before)..
"Teacher Angie, I like you. You never scold me or beat me when I am naughty or bad. You only explain to me and ask me to pray to Jesus. Can you stay and teach me? Yes or No. Pls circle it."
He was Primary 4 back then.

You must have asked...so did I stay? Nope I didn't. Cuz I think he has already improved in his character which is the most important. Now he needs someone to help him to improve more in his grades.
His parents were very grateful to me...and brought him to my workplace to visit me every now and then.

Its not me who has changed him. Its Jesus our Lord who changed this boy who everyone think he is hopeless. With Jesus and the love of God, the 'hopeless' become hopeful. What I did was only to share the words and love of God to him.
Help him to figure out an easier way to understand and improve his English & Math...and other subjects too.

I told his parents(non christian)...only Jesus our God can change your son. Let me bring him to my church and teach his bible stories..and see how God will change your son.
And they let me do it..becuz they know that there is really nothing else they can do to this mischievous son.

Thus everything in this life happens for a reason. Esp things which seens to be bad at a certain time..and which we could not understand why.
Remember...everything is in the perfect will of God. He works in way we cannot see..for the good of those who love Him and He loves.

So...open your heart and take up your courage to experience the most out of this life. Do your sketches and discover the beauty of this life.

Cheers,
Nite
God bless.

Angeline

Wish List

Without my Hp I felt so handicap today at work..
I can't remember any of my family member's number..
trying all ways and means to contact my sister's friend to postpone our appointment to another day as I need to rush newsletter layout, design, printing and mailing today.

Every 'newsletter' time of the month is the most stressful time for me..As I have to rush out the layout and design for immediate printing on the spot..with my boss siting beside me or near me 'nagging' for the article to be done 'immediately' and fast..Oh boy!!! Esp when the article is in Chinese..its really time consuming and needs lots of concentration..Thus I cannot be interrupt even for a sec while rushing the newsletter which some of you might have recieved from me or my company.

Finally managed to get the newsletter out, printed and mailed with lots of volunteers from the Bible seminary to help out so as to make sure that its been sent to the post office this afternoon before 5pm.

Its really no joke as we have about 4000 over copies to send out every month to people and churches in Singapore and overseas.

And finally got it up in the website for customers who wants to recieve thru email to retrieve. For those who read Chinese you might wanna check out my link which I place on the right hand bottom of my blog under 'friends blog' just click on Path Seekers.

Oh back to where I was, thanks to Sandra my friend in Australia, I managed to get my brother's contact from her to call him to ask for my sis's number..
Funny huh..get people in Auz to give me my sister or brother's hp number..aiyo.
U can see just how bad I am with numbers...
Sandra knows best.

Finally reached home after work..saw a number of smses from my buddy cindy and my bestfriend Joyce. Yup..haven't seen or talk to them for ages...Sorry gals..

As usual, my bestfriend Joyce always ask me to give her 3 things which I wish to have for either my birthday or christmas. And then she will pick one and buy for me.

I was searching high and low for a wish list application. Managed to find one or two..with a help of a newly made blogger friend..but I dunno how to type in the things i wish for in that application. In fact I typed in but it doesn't goes into that wishlist. I wonder why. After trying many times I gave up. And I am tired.
Wanna sleep now.

Wish? Hee..tell u another day..wanna sleep now.. :P

I wish for more time, I wish for a christian husband, I wish for a boyfriend..I wish to get good grades..I wish to earn more money..hahaha..nothing can be bought or given to me by you all leh..hahaha..

nite. Muck!!!

Ah Beng (Sit back & laugh) ;)

Ah Beng - NEW STUFF
********************

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
"My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610"

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Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

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Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

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Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

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Ah Beng : People consider me as a "GOD"
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

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Ah Beng complained to the police: "Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house."
Police: "How the thief did not take TV?"
Ah Beng : "I was watching TV news..."

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Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying "Parking Fine"
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole "Thanks for complement."

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How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases
the board.

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Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would
be hot.

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Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and
Says "Hello, how did you know I was here?"

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Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

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Teacher: "I killed a person" convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is "u will go to jail"

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Ah Beng told his servant: "Go and water the plants!"
Servant: "It's already raining."
Ah Beng : "So what? Take an umbrella and go."

New Blog

Will put up my new blog on my birthday itself to symbolize a new start for a new year for me since birthday is the day to give thanks for another year of blessing has ended and a celebration for the beginning of another year's blessings..

")

New Blog

I am in the mist of creating a 2nd page of my blog..trying to make it more interesting..
Will keep u guys up..Or who knows will just transfer the blog to this same address and change the entire layout..
hee..
time to sleep after so much of exploring..
nite

My week off

This is a week off for me..tho I did some amendment and finished doing up the English website and two more to go..

I took a week off from my self-study to give myself a break and to relax abit as you can probably read from my blog.
My little brother introduce me to VeohTv, it basically acts like a free tv where you can watch and download all kinds of series from all over the world.
The funny thing is..if at the same time there are more people downloading..the speed of downloading is faster.

In fact I have download 2 korean and 1 japanese movie. They are really interesting..
Right now downloading another new korean drama series..first 2 chapter.

Just finished watching an interesting and fun Japanese movie about nurse. Its call "Leave it to the Nurses" you can check out more at http://www.veoh.com/ and for more korean movie search if you are korean movie/series fans like me..you can visit..http://www.mykofan.com/

Cheers:)
Now time to grab some study and practice a little of my statistic..if now..will wake up at 6.30am to study tomorrow.

Ciao

My Different Image

Just recently after I changed my banner to the present one (a pic I took during a make-over by NbN)..
I got lots of compliments.
Many says I look nice in this pic..which I agree..hee..

A classmate says..I looked so different...
I told her..ya..I changed many images since few months back..after I decided to cut away my long hair and quit from relationship..knowing most guys love woman with long hair..
Wanting to take a break from all those hurts I have..
too exhausted to get myself involve in such things again..
dun wanna get hurt again..

Seriously speaking..
ask me if I am okie already...
Nope..actually No.
Not sure why this time, I am in fact taking too long to recover.
Even my Ex who I almost got married..didn't take me that long to get over him.
Till Now I still can't figure out..why I still cannot totally put down the past.
I was really hurt but..still..why isn't my heart totally dead..
some nerves or DNA of mine must have cross-circuited..somewhere..

He has moved on and I need to move on too...
Maybe becuz there are too many ????? which he has yet to give me proper answers thus..the heart wants to know the reason for all these.....its like something that chokes half way down ur throat..feels really uncomfortable.

I guess in this world..there are many things we can't get an answer for...and will be a mystery even till the end of our life.

But at least..right now one thing has improved...which is...I am starting to look forward to a new spring..
And I decided to keep back my long hair..
My hairstyle often symbolise my feelings and thots..
so..keeping back my long hair will symbolise my new life towards a new Spring.

This world needs love to make it more green...
:)

Thinking about it..
I told myself...even my buddy who has faced unhappy marriage has found her new Spring..why can't I be like her..to be strong..and move on too?
Compare to what she faced...mine is absolutely nothing..
I admire her courage tho I was worried for her..when she founded her Spring..
But as long as she is happy now..I will be happy for her.
:)

GATHERING AT MAY'S HOUSE

I have not joined my Youth Fellowship guys for a loooooooong time...




Today, I specially allocate my time for them..if not they might say why their BIG SISTER (A-Jie) never join them...
They called me A-jie.. (A for Angeline, Jie is in Chinese means Sister. Meaning their BIG SISTER OR THEIR DA JIE DA..hahaha...sound like some kind of secret society hahaha..or ganster..)

Anyway, I missed our favourite chef RF (Rongfa)'s cooking. RF is a great cook. Often cooks for us to eat. And guess what...He really CAN COOK VERY WELL..lor..hee..





The dinner supposed to be 7pm..but our dear chef..overslept.
I reached May's place at 7pm..
helped the chef to 'undress' the prawns..hahaha..then cutted the prawns into 3 portions. I did this with May.
After that..went over to help Grace and our preacher Linglee to wrap everyone's favourite 'swee jiao' 水饺.


As the time passed..we were all starving..but no choice..chef is still busy at the kitchen...'King..king..kiang..kiang...'






Staring at the clock..

and the dished on the table...
stomach grumbling....'HUNGRY HUNGRY...' DUN CARE..took a piece here and there and stuff into my mouth...hee...

Finally...the last dish Curry chicken is ready...
Yipee....
As usual..I made the announcement for all to eat..hee..can't wait anymore..
And preacher linglee lead us into our grace (pray and give thanks for the food and May's family..and prayed for Moses' family for his grandma's wake.)

Time to eat...





CHARGE!!!! The samba prawn..curry chicken...the dumplings...the fish...and the stew beef...yummy yummy yummy...everyone is so hungry...can't wait to put all the food into our mouth...






very soon...all the plates were empty..hee...
"Blurp" "Sorry..Excuse me...hee.."

Jason and Cat only arrived when I was about to go home...
Its getting late, slightly after ten..their Da-Jie has to go home to sleep liao..
but actually still need to do blogging before sleeping..
and now...after putting up those pics I took just now in May's house in Facebook
and my blog here..
I can really go to sleep..

Nite nite everyone..
:)






p.s: RF, Nic, Emily, Moses, Grace, Jimmy, Helen, Linglee, May, David, Declan (May & David's handsome boy), Jason, Peixuan were present tonite.
Last but not least..a quick birthday cake cutting for Moses & Jimmy..they actually wanna do mine..and I say..Nope..its not May yet..so..let's still celebrate the April's birthday..hahaha..

p.s guys...the pretty girls are all taken up in these pics..for ur info..hee..(of cuz except me and our young preacher beside me lah.. :P)

Inspirations

Lots of inspiration came to me while I was doing "production job" hahaha..
new business concept for myself as I analyse my strength.

I remember once my buddy asked me about my strength as he wants to analyse for me which is the area I should really go into..
He has often help me with all these....
But since we no longer meet up often...I have learnt to depend on myself.

Will keep this new biz plan as a secret till the time is right for me to venture into this new scope of job. The future seems bright.

:) I am a biz woman by the way...that's also why I chose to study Marketing.
...........................................................

Hmm...
Just came across an impressive graphic website.
I guess I need to put in more effort in this area..
tho I should say..this area is my interest but not really my strength if I were to compare to others.

Might focuz into the my secret weapon which I just mentioned a moment ago in the future and keep my sword well polished.

hee hee hee...

Marriage Proposal

In my life, I come across a number of marriage proposal be it from people I know or even people who I do not really know.
And of cuz I turned them down. Cuz its really impossible esp for me to marry
someone who I barely know or someone who I have no chemistry with.

Today I have been put on 'spot light' again in one of the matching website...
received numbers of emails..and one ask if I am marriage-minded..willing to marry him in Auckland. He is an ex-Singaporean. After I explained that I do look forward to marriage but I just started my 3 years degree course so won't consider at this present time. And he said something which I am kind of taken aback..
he said something like "since you have money to study, you should have money to get marry by 32."

I replied him politely, its not about money. I dun marry for the sake of money.
And studying is not about money. Its about improving oneself.

There are so many different type of people in this world.
Different people holds different prospect.
Some asked me to marry them into another country..
Tell you the truth, I am willing to if that is the man I love.
")
In fact the two men that I loved most in my life are not Singaporean.
But its in the past.

Ask me, I still prefer non-chinese or Ang Mo..hee..

Elitism

Yesterday's sociology class touched on Elite and social stratification, different social class and power.

Just now a classmate msn this website on the definition to me..
So I thot..well..why not I share this knowledge with u here as well...


Elitism
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Elitism is the belief or attitude that those individuals who are considered members of the elite — a select group of people with outstanding personal abilities, intellect, wealth, specialized training or experience, or other distinctive attributes — are those whose views on a matter are to be taken the most seriously or carry the most weight; whose views and/or actions are most likely to be constructive to society as a whole; or whose extraordinary skills, abilities or wisdom render them especially fit to govern [1]. Alternatively, the term elitism may be used to describe a situation in which power is concentrated in the hands of the elite.

Opposed to elitism are "anti-elitism," "populism," and the political theory of pluralism. Elite theory is the sociological or political science analysis of elite influence in society - elite theorists regard pluralism as a utopian ideal.

Elitism may also refer to situations in which an elite individual assumes special privileges and responsibilities in the hope that this arrangement will benefit humanity.

At times, elitism is closely related to social class and what sociologists call social stratification. Members of the upper classes are sometimes, though inaccurately, known as the "social elite."

The term elitism is also sometimes misused to denote situations in which a group of people claiming to possess high abilities or simply an in-group or cadre grant themselves extra privileges at the expense of others. This debased form of elitism may be described as discrimination.

Contents [hide]
1 Characteristics of the "elite"
2 Anti-elitism
2.1 Elitism as a pejorative term
2.2 Elitism versus egalitarianism
2.3 Elitism versus pluralism
3 Elitism and education
4 See also
5 References



[edit] Characteristics of the "elite"
Attributes that identify an elite vary; personal achievement may not be essential. Elite usually denotes a person or group who is the best in a class. Elite attributes include:

Rigorous study of, or great accomplishment within, a particular field of study
A long track record of competence in a demanding field
An extensive history of dedication and effort in service to a specific discipline (e.g., medicine or martial arts)
A high degree of accomplishment, training or wisdom within a given field
An elite fighter, for example, is one whose training, resolve, and experience in combat place him at the top of his field. Most nations employ some kind of special forces made up of elite soldiers whose training goes far beyond what is typical for the average soldier.

The academic elite, on the other hand, comprises only those professors whose studies are likely to shape their respective disciplines for years to come.

Some synonyms for elite might be "World class," "Upper-class," and "Aristocratic," indicating that the individual in question is capable of participating effectively at the very highest levels of his or her chosen discipline.

Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elitism

Are u Marry?

I get this question quite often nowadays, esp in my new class, new group of friends.

My answer is pretty standard "Nope, I am still Single & Available." (Smile)

Many will give me a strange look after that...why is someone like me still single and available..
Only answer leaves with God, I mean only God knows.

Probably like Chinese-Hokkien's saying "Hoe liao dim duey" (Meaning good ingredients is always sink in the bottom of the pot.) The good ones is always at the end.
My time to be attached or find the good one or the right one has not come.
So, why hurry?
When it happens, it happens..
anyway, I am busy with life now..
no even enough time to spend with my bestfriend Joyce, "Sorry to neglect u darling!" and not enough time to study or do my freelance or spend with my family or my friends esp buddies, churchmates and Not even enough time for myself.

I am basically chasing after time.
But seriously..I do hope to have someone special to spend my coming birthday (9th May) with. Enjoy some romance or a date will be cool...but well..
its still okie..I still have my buddies..and bestfriend..

Decided will go Bala on my birthday nite Friday (like last year). So Bala kakis..get urself ready to party with me on that nite yah..
No need presents..just treat me a drink and my favourite fried chicken in Bala will do..hahaha..Anyway just have fun lah...me, a poor students can't afford to give u guys a treat at this moment..sorry..maybe next time when I starts to earn BIG BUCKS..okie..hee
:P

Cheers.

Poor Busy Sad Singaporean

Sociology of Human Behavior Lecturer said..Singaporean are sad people.

From the way they walk, they look when they are on the way to work..and after work..
How many Singaporean are truly happy?

Each morning we wake up..we start to worry about $$...bills....
we work for the sake of $$...
how many actually love their jobs and look forward to working????
We worked long hours..just to earn enough $$ to pay for our daily expense...esp when everything seems to increase in their price nowadays..
standard of living is very high now in S'pore...
even the price of rice increase...noodles increase...busfare, taxifare, train fare..everything increase...but one thing never increase...
U know what is it?

Its our pay...
We worked long hours..yet not well paid..
Everyone is working for the sake of paying off their bills...and to live a decent life.

How many of u can actually get to go home at 5pm on the dot and sit in the living room..reading newspaper..enjoying time with family..having proper dinner at home?

Nowadays everyone is either working O.T or taking up additional jobs..part time or freelance..just to live a slightly more comfortable life..so that we dun have to thrift on the food we eat or live an even more miserable life.

Everyone is busy earning $$ and going after paper qualification like myself...so that we can live a more comfortable life...be it for now or future..
Time doesn't seems to be enough for us even to take a decent break or sit back and relax and enjoy the fruits of our hardwork.

I took these pics just now after my class..just to show you what kind of life Singaporean are living right now.



On every thursday nite...at 10.20pm...you still see..crowds(not much smile on their face as usual...be it anytime of the day...) in the train stations..
people who just finished work...people who just finished attending courses..and whatever classes it might be...
How many are there left resting at home at this late hours?
So..if you think Singapore is much a better place...hmm...think about it again..
To me..everywhere is the same. Its all within u.

Some say..living outside Singapore is better..while others say..Singapore is still better...
Each has his/her own saying...
The key to all these is contentment.
Don't compare yourself to others..
There are always people who seems more "lucky" than us..getting jobs with higher pay..jobs which seems easier..but in true fact..no one actually knows..how much the others have put in to gain what they gain right now.

No doubt there are people who seems more blessed...but what can u do about it?

Well..just know what you want for yourself..
Set a goal for yourself...know what you want to achieve and work out how you can achieve it. Go for it..work even harder...but important thing is BE HAPPY WITH UR DECISION..EVEN IF ITS ALOT OF HARDWORK.

I am Happy as compare to the ME in the past. Cuz I know what I want and how I wanna achieve it...
I am happily working hard tho struggling to get myself on the track..
And I am contented with whatever I have now...
just that I know I can be better and do better...
To maximise what God has inbuilt in me...
That's what I want for myself.

Its not about what others want for me.
Not what this world wants for me.
Not comparing myself to others.
Cuz everyone is made differently.
Each of us are uniquely created.

My point is...Be contented with what u have..and be happy. Go for what you want to achieve with a joyful heart no matter how hard it might seems to be. Just FOCUS at ur goal.

Cheers :)

With love,
Angeline

Precious lesson from a pure heart...

Today is my off day..
After working on my web designing..
went to fetch my god daughter from her place after her school..

My god daughter is in K2 this year.
She is a very sweet, loving and kind hearted girl.

Today I learnt important lessons from her with truly and deeply touches my heart.

We went to Tampines Mall today..decided to watch a movie with her..
since there is no more cartoons..so we picked Super Hero...


We bought two 7pm tickets and went to MacDonalds for dinner before the show.
We shared Mac Wings, Nuggets, fries and Coke..and took a number of pics at Mac.
Both of us loves to take pics..and she loves to explore my hp to take pics as well.




Finally its time for the show..and we went in..
As the show started...
about 1/4 thru the show..Tears started to roll down her cheeks..as she asked polietly.."Ganma (which means God mother), can we not watch this show? Is it alright if we go out now? I don't feel like watching this show." I was shocked to see her crying when everyone is laughing at the show...
But I know something in this show must has made her feel uncomfortable...
and I told her "sure, dear. We will go out now. But you must explain to me later what happen okie?"
And so..I took her out of the cinema..gave her a piece of tissue to clean off her tear..brought her to the washroom to freshen up.

In order to ease her emotion...to help her get over whatever bad feelings she has from that movie..I brought her shopping and look at some toys...
Of all those expensive toys..this girl..did not ask me to get any for her..
rather she only made a request..
"Gan Ma, can you get this pink float for me for my birthday, cuz mine is spoilt?"
I said "sure, darling." and gave her a smile. I then ask her to touch the texture of the float and hold the float to see if she likes the texture and if this float is oversize for her. She said its okie.

Then we spotted some Playdoh..and I asked if she wants any of them. She looked at me..and asked.."Can I?" I said "sure." And as usual..she chosed the pink one..and I gave her the money to ask her to learn to pay at the cashier.

As we walked along..she told me something, "Ganma, people all think I am your daughter right?" I just smile at her.

Then we went into a special room for kids to take some pics...
First thing in the room when I told her that I wanna take some pics for her..she asked "Do you want me to do cat walk pose?" I said "uh?"
Then she posed this

hahaha...(and after taking she came and look at this pic and said.."I din smile right? Cat walk..not supposed to smile."
Wah..so PRO...hee
then we took more pics..




(I was told not to move when she used my hp to take my pic..soo...I can't move lor.)

After taking some pics and so on..I saw her settling down..
I got hold of this time to ask her what actually happened in the cinema.
I told her that she needs to know what makes her cry...so that we can avoid it the next time. She told me that she doesn't really like watching movies except for cartoons. But since I asked her, she said anything, she is fine. But actually she only likes cartoon, which is the exact words she said. This girl expressed herself pretty well.

And when asked why she cried esp when everyone is laughing...she couldn't really define her feelings..
Then as I asked her more questions to guide her along..
My conclusion: She actually feels uneasy and sad when watching the people in the movie getting hurt.

Eg. in the movie, she saw this guy who begin to have special power like how spiderman first got..this guy got bitten by a dragonfly, she was asking me about his wound. And when this guy's hand due to the special power got the basin stuck on his hand...he accidently hit someone as he tried to plug out his hand from the basin..

My god daughter felt for the person who got accidently hit by his basin...
And when this super hero tried to save an old grandmother by pushing her aside so that she won't get hit by the truck..

My god daughter felt sad for the super hero who got hit by the truck when saving the grandma and that old grandma who he tried to save..has instead due to his push ended up " into a cement mixing truck..and killed..
My god daughter started to cry.....

I am sincerly touched by her as I observe how she watched this first quarter of the movie..becuz in the begining of the show, she already polietly ask me if its alright for her to sleep if she dun want to watch the show..I said ok..

I am touched by my god daughter's pure heart.
People like us, laughed at all those scences in the movie...when seeing people got hurt in crazy and silly way..
but this child..takes everything as real..and symptise for those people who got hurt.

This set me thinking...
Have we lost this pure and sincere heart...and have we stop feeling and thinking for others...taking everything and every happening in this world for granted?
If only everyone in this world preserve this kind of pure heart....

I told her parents that its alright about leaving the cinema earlier (when they expressed their sorry for the movie incidence..)..cuz this only shows one important thing and one good thing...they have a daughter who is very sentimental.. and feels for others. She is really very sweet and kind-heart. Very pure at heart.

She even told me..when I asked if she still wants reminding popcorns which we bought for the movie.."hmm..actually..I can still eat lah..becuz I dun want to waste your money." and she even feels bad for making me leave earlier, not able to watch the entire show. She asked "Can you take back the tickets? (I think she means..can you change for a new tickets to come watch another time.) I told her its alright. Don't worry about it.

Can you imagine? Just a K2 girl, 5 years old..coming to 6 soon..talking all these.
Tell you, I am deeply moved by this god daughter of mine..and really proud and blessed to have her as my god daughter. "Well Done Kah Yin!!!"

The first thing she did after we reached her place..she took out the playdoh and made for me a birthday cake..knowing my birthday is coming in two weeks time..and she used my hp to take pic of it after her completed it..and of cuz..I taught her some skills to improve on that cake..and she is a fast learner..did it on the spot. :)
And this is the egg she made for me too...
:)


What a fruitful day I have.
Oh..and I got her to say grace for me and her to thank God for the food when she reminded me saying "shall we pray before we eat? Can we pray now?"
Oh such a sweet darling...
She always ask me "why you always call me and my gor gor (her two elder brothers) darling?" I told her becuz you guys are my god children..and I love you guys. :)

p.s. This show SuperHeros movie is not suitable for kids..esp the language used..esp when she asked me "what is tiny penis?" I go..."huh..the place where the boy used to pass urine.." Aiyo..