Road to freedom

Lights off, laptop power off... Lying in bed but couldn't sleep. Something's bothering me. But after asking myself why i felt so miserable keep blaming someone for what has happen. Finally got my answer. The heavy rock labelled PAST with has being tied to my feet weighs me down, holding me back each time i tried to move on. The only way to move on to my new Spring is to be willing to untie this rope which only i can do it. I need to let it go even tho i might feel something great and once secure is missing. That's the only way to pull myself out from that miserable why why why situation and be joyful again to approach the coming spring whenever that may be. From this moment on goodbye to those questions that binds me to that rope. I am letting myself loose to set both him and myself free. Goodbye to my past as i approach my new year of blessing. Thanks Lord for the past. And forgive for my sins. Everything happens for the good of those who love Him and He loves. Bible said christians are not excluded from suffering as we live in a sinful world. We must be careful not to suffer due to our sins but rather suffer for Christ's sake, then great is our reward in heaven. For Christ first suffered for us on that cross out of Love.