Sick Sick Sick

The past one week is my worst week...
fighting with insomia and fever cum sorethroat..
many times Ifeel as if I am going to die..

That awful feeling ...pain..cold..feverish feeling really kills me...
worst of all is insomia...
Even taking sleeping pills and medication didn't help much..

After seeing doctor on wed..fever came on wed nite...
take panadol...fever then subside..

After resting another day on thursday..drag myself to work on fri..
But its the toughest day...
my nose runs non-stop..
head really hurt..
couldn't even do simple task...and couldn't go home to rest cuz sup was off that day.

Sat, couldn't take it anymore..the medication from Wed didn't seems to work..
went to see the same doctor again.
She said I had fever 38 degrees..and gave me stronger medication this time..

Wah..spend hundred plus just seeing her two times in this week...
But thankfully..
this time I think the medication work...
I felt at least much better..
fever seems to gone down...
feeling much better tho haven't totally recover..

Well...but still I am thankful..at least I didn't faint somewhere..

Just two weeks ago..two of my hard-working church sisters..both younger than me..
one fainted in the train..another in her grandparents house...

Many still seems to ask me the same question..why you always sick..
this hurts me again..
Do you think I know how come I feel sick again?
And I dun always sick ok..
People just seems to remember the times when I am sick..
of 365days at least 340days I am well..for goodness sake.

Next time be nice at least to give good regards instead of asking why are u sick again..this will at least give the sick some comfort..which most people who are sick needed..this is true concern.
Thank U.

Angeline
p.s. Its never good to be sick..or feel sick..and no partner to take care of you, its even worst when you are sick and people throw you words like why are you sick again or why are you always sick. You know whenever I am sick, I longed so much that to have a man I love and who truly love me to take good care of me. But well.. at least I still have my family tho..they are no always there for me..but they do show me concern.