Battle with insomia2

Last nite was the 3rd nite fighting with insomia bug..

Obviously..I lost..

Went to see doctor this morning...(there goes my off day..)
Given stronger antibiotic..for sore throat..
pills for running nose..
I request for sleeping pills which my doctor dun encourage..so only gave me 5 tablets said take only when needed..

My body is aching all over...
not able to work on my web design or study for tomorrow lesson..
trying really hard to get to sleep..

Took my medication..
body feel like all broken into pieces..
feels..pains..weak..and wanna cry..
Doctor wanted to give me mc I told her dun need..today I am off..

Sandra sent me a caring sms from Melbourne again after knowing my sore throat is back..
She is having sore throat too..taking the Manuka honey again..reminded me to take mine..
thanks..

I am feeling cold and feverish..
time to get back to force myself to sleep..
still thinking whether wanna eat the sleeping pills to sleep or not..
scare if I sleep now..tonite won't be able to sleep again.

Sister say..let's fight insomia tonite..
and hope we will win tonite..
haha..

Have a nice day!
"p keep me in prayer okie..
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