Why does the heart feels cold?

Why does the heart feels cold?
Many times there are many things you thot you know..
which at the end ..only to realise there are many things you dunno.

Human hearts are so difficult to read..
I used to think I can read people's heart...
but now I realised...I can no longer read people's heart esp the one I love very much.
What is real what is false?
There doesn't seems to have an answer to this doubt in my heart.
Which is the true him? I thot I knew him but only realised he might not be that easy after all.

Humans are so complex. Hard to understand..
Why can't each of us open our hearts like I do?
Why are there so many unknows?
I no longer trust any man anymore.
Getting tired and exhausted ...
The heart which once feel that warm became chill and cold...

What's the use of saying sorry or drawing a line after things happen? It doesn't help anymore. I hate this kind of feeling now which I am getting...Why suddenly something priceless loses it value overnight, like stocks in the market.
This is human hearts. Easy to change.
Like mine..
At times I feel really good...
At times I feel lousy..

At times I feel the warm passion..
And now I feel nothing but coldness..
Could it be that Valentines is on its way again?
I say I am not bothered..
But I guess I am..
Cuz I wish to have someone special this year but on the other hand..I dun wish to get hurt anymore.
Decided to take off that day...
Buy new korean shows to watch at home..
in such ways..I will never get hurt or feel uncomfortable with lovers/couples moving around with flowers in their hands..or seeing them holding hands..

Human..