Shot by laser

Ever a time when you feel like being shot or blast by a laser beam?
I just did..
As I was on my way to work this morning..
I met an old classmate of mine from my Sec School..

We haven't met like for 15 years..since we graduate..
She looks almost the same..just probably kind of mature..
She was staring at me with her killer look as if her laser beam is gonna kill me or burn me up "phizzz..." I felt threaten..thus...I decided to pretend not to acknowledge her and just walk pass her..
esp looking at her..bad school days memories came back to me..as those were the times when one is not mature enough and often did or say things which causes deep hurt to one's pride or self esteem.

Back then I was often being teased for not having well developed figures like my classmates, no small waist and big boobs to be proud of..I guess as a growing young woman..I felt humiliated and this has somehow affected my self esteem/confidence even tho how fine I have grown into right now.It has left a scar in me..thus I must admit I am very sensitive if anyone is to mention anything negative about my body even if they were just kidding.

Seeing her..reminds me of those humiliation I had..thus didn't wanna acknowledge her. I guess that's one of the reason why I keep wanting to improve myself in all aspect so as to prove those people wrong.

Words can heal and words can kill too..
So be kind and positive with the words from your mouth..like the bible says..words are like sword..be watchful of our tongue.