Juggler

Flipping thru my previous private blog which only my close friends can access..looking for my childhood pics..thinking that I wanna share with u guys here..
couldnt find any.. :(

As I run thru the entire entries for my previous blog...lots of nice memories flash back...esp about how I know him .. and those nice things I wrote about him..those nice times we spent together...

Suddenly it seems like he is a total diff person and a stranger to me..

I might be meeting him for a split sec tomorrow to collect somethings from him..tho he most likely will be in the cab and pass me the thing..but still I kinda feel weird...not knowing how to face him..with what kind of feelings I should have facing him once again..now in a different heart different mind set. Things changed so drastically.. over these period of time which I hardly know how to deal with it..

I am like a junior jugglers...practicing hard to juggle all these stuff at the same time...trying to strike a balance...feeling...excited...worried...strange...alien....upset...happy...juggling with all kinds of emotions..at the same time...

Tomorrow is the 2nd and the last session of my Dream Weaver 8 (web designing course).
Praise the Lord..pray that all will go well..and I can start designing my own blog first...and can't wait to start my Flash 8 course next week..another web site design course..more interesting and complicated one...and after next week...I can be called the web designer too..really happy...

nite nite..